I have been blessed with three boys…this is James, my eldest. He is 14 going on 40, well he has always been 40, he is one of those kids who is way too grown up before his time and was never really a child, he is a quirky young man, interested in computers, and like most his age spends too much time on one, but he loves using his hands, building and tinkering in his shed, and loves to look after our garden, this photo was taken after spending the morning in the garden, after purchasing a new brush cutter, our old one died after 13 years of intense work. He is the most helpful person around our house, out of all of us!!I am so proud of him and love him so…teenage years are hard, so many decisions, so many ideas and possibilities…but you are trapped in a body that grows too quickly and mind that can’t settle…💕
My youngest boy started year 5 today, so exciting for him, he is growing up so fast, too fast!! My eldest boy starts year 9 on Friday, so still a couple more holiday days for him. And then there is my angel boy, Sam, he would have been starting high school today, with all his friends, being excited about his next stage in life but nervous as well…but sadly that was not meant to be. Mixed feeling will always be felt this time of year, sadness and loss, but then excitement for my other boys. Sending love to those who share these mixed feeling at this time of year and sending love to those little ones who are missing their first day back at school with friends and are instead fighting for their lives ❤ Also sending love to all the Mum’s and Dad’s who long for this day each year but with the feelings of loss as well, as each year our babies grow more independent and find their own way in this big scary world. Enjoy a nice cup of tea this morning and take some time out for your selves xx
Mad times! When the boys we little and life was so crazy and filled with questions, washing, tight hugs, kindy, lunches, school things, hats, shoes, dirt, dishes, sticky hands, funny kisses, hair cuts, toys and fun! These three were my world, I was a full time stay at home mum, I still am and they still are. And when looking at this photo I grieve, not only for Sam, my middle boy taken to soon by cancer but for these other two little guys. I guess all parents grieve for a time gone by, of little people sitting on your lap of all that demanding attention they deserve. I have mentioned this before, but it just grabs me when I see my boys so happy playing together. James is now a teenager and I am not the only girl in his life! Each stage in their lives is wonderful and I love how amazing my kids are now, with all they have been through. But I do miss the crazy times, don’t get me wrong, loving the now time, but look at those three and their happy faces! Three boys!